heartdamage

I will never really overcome it.

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What if the last person that texted you told you they had feelings for you?
like confess? no one did that.
The last person you kissed went and got a girlfriend, what would you do?
What the hell.. :(I’d be furious and upset.
Would you rather be mad or sad?
neither, they don’t make me feel so great.
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
the right relationships, yes.
Do you think you’re a good significant other?
I hope I am
What is bothering you?
the smell of gas from the car engine.
Are you someone who worries too often?
yes
When was the last time you completely broke down?
a week ago maybe
Are you nice to everyone?
no
Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
to talk <3 :)
Are you planning on watching New Moon?
hell fucking no.
How was your Halloween?
didn’t tick or treat
Is there anything hot pink within five feet of you?
no.
Have you ever told someone you hated them and meant it?
yea
Do you and your friends ever make up code names for people?
no
Would you rather go out to breakfast lunch or dinner?
dinner
Do you know anyone who has written a book?
no
Would you rather have eggs or waffles for breakfast?
Waffles.
Is there something that happened to you ages ago, but seems like only yesterday?
yes.
Who’s the last person you shot a dirty look to?
bao
Do you drink milk/juice from the carton if no one is around?
no.
Would you prefer working at a grocery store or an ice cream parlor? Why?
grocery store. they have ice cream there.
Has anyone ever told you they liked you in a really sweet way?
sweet? in a cute way yes. well the conversation was lol.
Is there any ice cream in your house right now? What kind?
vanilla and chocolate mixed together.
Does the last person who sent you a message online wear make-up?
no he’s a dude.
Do you cry at weddings?
no.
Do you like camping, or would you rather stay home?
camping seems better then being at home.
Do you think Superbad was as funny as everyone said?
i haven’t seen it
How long would your hair be if you cut off eight inches?
pretty short
Do you own any pink clothes?
yes.
If you told the last person you spoke to, to fuck off, would they get mad?
yes
What color is the last thing you drank?
clear.
Would you be able to afford a new iPod right now?
yes but i don’t want to.
Have your parents ever taken your phone away as a punishment?
no
Does it annoy you when people assume EVERYONE has a cellphone?
no.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
he just got home from work and is eating right now.
What movie could you watch over and over without getting bored?
Becoming jane :)
Name two colors you’re wearing?
navy and white
Are you a morning person?
no
Do you straighten your hair?
no.
What three tv shows do you watch the most.
L&O. House.
What color is your front door?
white.
Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
no. well yes. i should’ve taken a quiz more seriously lol.
Who’s the last person you gave a hug to?
Cassandra.
Your last text says?
“Almost. pretty much yea. I’m going to eat. how have you been?”
Ever kissed anyone younger than you?
LOL yea.
Are any of your texts in your inbox locked?
yea
Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
no.
Are you missing someone?
yes .. :(
If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
yea.
Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
yea, but sometimes people don’t act in their goodness to begin with.
What are you drinking right now?
nada.
What color are your eyes?
Dark brown.
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
maybe if his head doesn’t hurt or something.
Do you get mad easily?
depends on my mood and whats said.
Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yes lol
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
no
Who was the last person to say they love you?
Ny :)
You’re locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
no problem at all ;)
Who are all the texts from in your inbox?
Ny….yeah right now only ny LOL (just checked :P)
Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can’t?
no
How’s your heart lately?
It’s alive and beating
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
yes
Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
yes usually.
Who was the first person you talked to today?
um. sister i think.
What’s annoying you?
the sound of that cleaning thing.
Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
yes.

Name of the last person to text you?
Ny
What’s making you mad at the moment?
People aren’t doing their shit lol
Have you ever gone up to a car thinking it was yours, and almost got in?
YES LOL.
How many radio stations do you listen to?
5
When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?
Yesterday
Do you want to see somebody right now?
yeah.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
perhaps :)
Name one person you wish you could fix things with, and why.
no one, they’re full of shit.
How have you felt today?
Blahh lol. bored.
Do you honestly miss someone?
yes I do :(
Would you rather get a new puppy or a new car?
A NEW CAR :O
Are you happy with life at the moment?
Some aspects of it, yes. Others, not so much.
Have you had any alcohol this week?
No
Would you date someone right now if they asked?
No I already have someone<3
Have you ever received a call that made you cry?
like bad news? no, but I’ve cried on the phone though.
This time last year can you remember who you liked?
um .. let’s see. Yes I remember.
What are you looking forward to right now?
summer lol
Do you love anyone?
Ny Pham Saechao.
Do you have an older brother?
yea.
If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
I know I do. But we’d be awfully poor if we did. And stuck, we’re still in school. He’s not legal yet either. LOL. :P
Are you too forgiving?
I should do that more.
When someone says “we need to talk”, what runs through your head?
‘what if I don’t want to?’ or ‘fuck’
Does the number 18 have any significance to you?
I’m 18. Legal. You can do stuff.
Is any part of you sad at all?
kind of.
Do you have unlimited texting?
YES I LOVE IT.
Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
Too bad he has both :)  (though when I can see his eyes LOL kidding! <3)
Suppose you find out something bad happens to someone you dislike, what do you do?
Haha I don’t give a flying shit really.
Background on your cellphone?
its a sprint phone what else is there.
What do you want in your life right now?
Finish up here, transfer to Davis.
Listening to?
It kills me - melanie fiona
A person screams they love you, your reply?
that’s kinda creepy. Random person?
When you’re at the beach, do you swim or lay out more?
I run around on the beach or dig my feet in the sand or play that running game against the waves. No lie~
Do you have alcohol in your house?
beer yes
What do you want o be when you’re older?
Hopefully, I’ll still be me.
Do you truly understand the meaning of life?
the meaning of life is a concept. I don’t like to  waste time trying to understand such an abstract, biased, concept. Just live it. That’s all you have to do.
You start crying, who do you want by your side?
boyfriend.
How are you feeling at this moment?
stiff.
Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with. *cough* LOL.
Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
no
If someone wanted to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
sure
Did you talk to someone that means a lot to you in the past 24 hours?
yes
What’s the last thing you heard out loud?
“and it kills me to know”
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
nope
Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
nope.
Do you hate being home alone?
I love it
Do you think you’ll have a Valentine this year?
yes
What are you thinking about right now?
kind of blank right now
Do you think age matters in relationships?
to a certain extent.
Do you get irritated easily?
on some days.
Who did you last eat Chinese food with?
i don’t remember
When will you get your next piercing and what will it be?
whenever I feel like getting it
Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
nope. Just going to spend it with a certain someone<3
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
not anyone now.
Ever had a REAL girl best friend?
A real one? I suppose so.
Why is it so hard to let go?
no closure. or it comforts you.
Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don’t talk to at all?
plenty.

My shortest relationship was a month.
I’ve had a few/none short-term boyfriends.
I’ve been given flowers.
I’ve been given chocolate.
I’ve been given shoes/clothes.
I’ve been given jewelry.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve been kissed under the stars.
I’ve been kissed on a roller coaster.
I’ve been kissed in a pool.
I’ve been kissed underwater.
I’ve been kissed while I was driving.
I’ve been kissed while I was asleep.
I’ve been kissed in a bus.
I’ve been kissed while laying in the grass.
I’ve been on a date.
I’ve been on a group date.
I’ve taken a nap with a guy.
I’ve made out in a closet.
I’ve made out with just a friend.
I’ve made out with a member of the same sex.
I’ve played some sort of kissing game.
I’ve been asked out in person.
I’ve been asked out online.
I’ve been asked out over the phone.
I’ve been asked out on Valentine’s Day.
A guy has cooked for me.
A guy has written me a poem.
A guy has sang for me.
A guy has played guitar for me.
A guy has carried me.
A guy has given me a piggy back ride.
I’ve cuddled with a guy whom I wasn’t dating.
I’ve been kissed on the lips.
I’ve been kissed on the neck.
I’ve been kissed on the stomach.
I’ve been kissed on the nose.
I’ve been kissed on the top of the head.
I’ve been kissed on the hand.
I’ve been kissed on the feet.
I’ve received a hickey.
I’ve been in love.
I’ve been in lust.
I’ve confessed to a crush.
A crush has confessed to me.
I’ve been in a love triangle.
I’ve been on a date to the movies.
I’ve been on a date to a restaurant.
I’ve been on a date to an arcade.
I’ve had a crush on a member of the same sex before and I’m straight.
I’ve been felt up in public.
I’ve been cheated on.
I’ve had feelings for somebody else when I was already taken.
I’ve had feelings for a friend’s boyfriend.
A friend has dated my ex.
I’ve dated a friend’s ex.
I’m still friends with an ex.
A guy has talked dirty to me before.
I celebrate anniversaries.
I celebrate monthsaries.
I’ve never been given a promise ring.
A guy has promised me forever.
If I have a boyfriend, I give him nicknames.
I’ve fallen for my best friend.
A guy has given me a foot massage.
A guy has rubbed my shoulders.
I like holding hands in public.
A guy has tried to take me away from my boyfriend.
I’ve stayed up late talking to a guy I had feelings for.
I haven’t had a sleepover with the opposite sex.
I’ve led a guy on.
I’ve knowingly teased a guy.
I’ve been in the same class as a boyfriend
I’ve never been in a long distance relationship.

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
sure thing.

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
Why would I need to fess up if I was caught? lol

Who is the last person you rode in a car with?
George

The last time you felt honestly broken?
zero

How do you feel about gay marriage?
Let them do what they want, it’s no business of mine. They’re people.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
ALL A’S. YEEAH.

Your first serious relationship, do you still talk to him/her?
Yea

What’s something not many people know about you?
I get nervous very easily.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
That’ll make it six months

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
yea

Are you there for your friends?
for my friends, yes.

Who did you last go out to eat with?
George Kevin Bao Marcus Christine and Cassandra

If I say “psycho”, who is the first person that comes to your mind?
ummm no oneee.

Are you planning on watching New Moon?
no

If your parents searched your room, would they be mad at what they’d find?
no

Be honest, do you like people in general?
depends on what kind of people

So, what do you want for your birthday?
something nice, idk!

Why aren’t you texting the last person you kissed?
He has a headache, might be sleeping.

What is your mom saved as on your phone?
Mom

Do you tell your mom or dad everything?
no

What do you like more, Fruits or Veggies?
veggies

Who do you talk to the most about your problems?
Ny Gloria Kevin

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
yes

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
4-7

Does a kiss make you feel better?
depends lol

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
I already have

Can you live a day without TV?
yea

Would you ever get a tattoo?
perhaps

Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
ears? as long as it isn’t those ugly ones that stretches your lobes lol.

Does anyone hate you?
probably

What color are your eyes?
dark brown

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
highlights? underlayer maybe.

If you were kicked out of your current residence, whom would you cal
crap idk

Did you kissed anyone in ‘09 that actually meant something to you?
yes

How many people have you liked in the past 8 months?
idk? o_O

Have you ever done anything illegal?
yes

Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom, or your dad?
dad

What are you going to do tomorrrow?
homework?? D:

Does anyone hate you for no reason?
probably

Have you ever been out past curfew?
i don’t have a curfew

Are you easily confused?
yea

Do you like your school?
kind of

Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
nooooo

When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
recently

What do you hear right now?
noise from the speaker

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J?
no

Does the last person you laid in a bed with mean anything to you?
yes

Be honest, do you miss anyone?
yes :(

How did you get one of your scars?
idk

Do you like the snow?
yea

Where did your last hug take place?
with cassandra today at ymca

Are you taller than your mom?
no we’re even.

Were you single two birthdays ago?
yes

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
no

Have you ever had sex with somebody that you just met that night?
no

I have to read three stories. finish 12 discussion questions. finish two journals, and answer two seminar questions. But I’m in a sour mood. So I think I’ll kill zombies instead, and drink some dr. pepper.

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mylifeisaverage:

I have a college professor who looks exactly like Daniel Radcliffe, and our classes are held in this really small classroom, where you have to push aside two ‘walls’ to see the whiteboard. One meeting, he pulled the walls concealing the whiteboard and told the class that only those who really wanted to get in the class could enter the ‘Room of Requirement’. New favorite prof? I think so. MLIA. (via themoviegeekstrikesback)

It’s been raining for days. Thunder and lightening. Then a tornado warning?  It’s so cold. I’m sick of driving in the rain. Tomorrow is thursday, two more days until the weekend. This week went by fast, thank you monday for having mlkday that day. I hope next week the weather lightens up, my car wants some sunshine.

The idea of starting a new identity in a place where no one knows who you were in the past has always been appealing to me. And I always took the opportunity to do so when I had the chance. It’s one thing that I regret the most; I’ve made a habit out of it, and formulated identities in different places in which I don’t really belong. I realized this, and I know how much this has stifled me in so many ways.

only once in your life, i truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. you tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. you share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. when something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. they are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. there is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. you can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. the things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. colours seem brighter and more brilliant. laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. a phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. in their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. you think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. you open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. you find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. you find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life” - bob marley

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